Updates
December 27th, 2004
Thank goodness! My site's finally back up ^_^ the backups of the old version got lost when drive D blew up and so I figured, well, I guess it's time for a remodeling o.0 So here's version 2! Alot of my stuff got deleted with drive D as well, like character profiles, photoshoppings, older art, art that I didn't post anywhere, etc. Sad, really. *sniffles* but I guess it gave me a good reason to pull out my limited htmling skills again. I kinda like this new layout. Although the actual LAYOUT part of the layout isn't that different, the background picture's kinda cool. I did like the other one though. But this one seems to fit my mood more lately. Anyway, enough rambling. Go see, if you want! hopefully I'll have more things to add later.

Poetry
Raemanzu's Poetry

Okay. Here's some poetry for your consideration. Beware. I write all kinds of stuff and I'm not sure how good mine is. But anyway. Here you go!

I'll always have tomorrow

It's so late
The streetlamps make a ring of gold in the just-before-dawn blackness
The sun has long since waved the night goodbye.
My brain's too tired to think of new things
Only the old, half-forgotten dreams I've tried to re-create.

I wonder if my candle would show up against
The blazing sun that would climb to where it saw me.
But no, the wax would melt away, and no one would use it
As potters clay to create something better. I'd just have to start over.

Silver dust wheels through the shadows as I run against the wind
Swallowing the knife blade in my throat
It tears open my breathing, and I gasp my way into painful clarity
While my dizzying surroundings turn circles around my eyes.
I fall through the curtains, and watch as the sun turns to the earth and colored snow falls.

The ink smears into a picture as I scratch this all down, trying
To give new life to old connections. And when it's all done I say good morning to the sun
And cover my head with the words I've written
Trying to block out what the world would say, before I even judge their reaction.

In restless sleep I wait for myself to say what I think
And realize, I'll always have tomorrow.

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